Sunday, April 11, 2010

I think I can

Wow, so long for writing every day or at least a couple times a week.

Anyway moving on...So I have been trying to get involved in a possible passion on mine. It can't be a passion until I have been more involved in it. Film. I started taking a class in digital film making, but obstacles have been getting in my way. First I booked a flight without thinking about the class (completely my fault), so I figured miss one would be okay, then I get sick and a nerve gets pinched in my back, like come on. No matter what challenges I must keep remembering myself this class is to figure out if this is something I love as much as I think I might and nothing more.

The creative side of coming up with story ideas and film is the fun part, but first I must understand the ways of filming and the technical side of my camera. I know I can do this. I must keep telling myself that.

I got this!


Thursday, February 18, 2010

The beginning.

My first posting.

I have always wanted to start a journal, but have a horrible time remembering to write in it every day. So now I am bring on the challenge of keeping this up. Let hope it works!

I have spent the morning searching and applying and searching and some more applying to jobs. Now I am taking a break to get some writing out.

I have been trying to figure out what it is that I am supposed to do. What my passion is. I really want to enjoy and love what I do. I have been toying with the following career options:

Film Editor
and much more as I discover new interests in life...

How is it so easy for some and so difficult for others to find their path. Sometimes I think I choose to have a career in film because it seems fun, but I really want to believe that I would be good at it. Dealing with my desire to be an Archeologist...well first I need to over come my fear of bugs and reptiles otherwise I am doomed. For the rest of them, they all would be fine, but I am not sure if I have enough passion behind them to love that path. I know I can always change my path, but don't really know where to start.

Maybe by starting my blog, will allow me to figure out if writing is really a passion of mine. If so maybe I should start a online publication dealing with travel, film, or archeology...the possibilities are endless. I just hope I find more about myself soon because I truly am ready to start embarking on my next adventure.